As I had mentioned before, this morning was the first time we did our duty watch. The whole team was delayed because of me. I was really upset. Sigh, why was I so slow? There were no obstacles at all. I am utterly disappointed with myself. How I wish I could be home now with family and friends.
Recieved my results for the last two tests, did pretty badly, bottomed for one of them. My sadness goes beyond the word itself, it is indescribable. I really hate academic work, I just hope
everything to end soon. I did not expect the course to be like this, I have mixture of feelings about this course now. I think it had also put a strain on my marriage. This is all because of me, I feel so inefficient and incapable. Definitely all things will improve with practice, I have done my best. Guess I just don't have the calibre to compare with others.
Feeling rather exhausted now, can't wait for everything to end, I just want to go back to Singapore.
Recieved my results for the last two tests, did pretty badly, bottomed for one of them. My sadness goes beyond the word itself, it is indescribable. I really hate academic work, I just hope
everything to end soon. I did not expect the course to be like this, I have mixture of feelings about this course now. I think it had also put a strain on my marriage. This is all because of me, I feel so inefficient and incapable. Definitely all things will improve with practice, I have done my best. Guess I just don't have the calibre to compare with others.
Feeling rather exhausted now, can't wait for everything to end, I just want to go back to Singapore.
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