Tuesday, July 19, 2005

One more week of agony and a Monday

18 more dayS! Duty watch is finally over, all over. It had been the most interesting activity in HMS Sultan for me. Need to stay focus for the tests to come. Tried to study last nite, but was falling asleep, at 8pm I decided to go and sleep. This morning, manage to skim through all the long questions..Sigh, electrical revision is too much to study for 3 days. (in between there's another test:( )Totally unprepared. Today will try to finish revision for Fuels & Lubricants, hopefully it is not too difficult. All memory work, felt so helpless. I don't think I have done well for this course, hope that I am not the last afterall. Felt so bad, and a letdown of the organization. But I have definitely done my best, not like a robot but as an individual human being. I am no scholar afterall, just an average student. I believe my midshipman and NLOC results were not fantastic too......so they shouldn't be expecting too much right? Nevertheless, the course is coming to an end, I am glad to be going home.

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